XinG

When you've had a very clear picture of everything in your mind, that's when you figure out you were wrong all along. the funny twists and turns life has in store, eh?
and the surprises just keeps on coming.

hate triangles.

but strangely.. i feel highly at peace
Someone please freeze time, right here, right now. I'm finally at peace. for now

When you think you've got everything figured out, that's when life give you a kick in the ass.
When you finally think that you've found something worth holding on to, you discover it's flaws. You decide to hold on, it stabs you in the chest.
When something you hold so highly, thinks the least of you. You don't know what to think, what to feel. Maybe all along, you've been nothing but a pawn.
When you refuse to tell even your closest friends, as this is not like you.

Maybe being mean and harsh is a defense mechanism, to hide whatever feelings inside. No one needs to know, it's about time to accept the fact that no one really cares. It's a cruel world, no one cares about anyone but themselves. Everyone talks about themselves, no one listens.
Avoiding confrontation, that's probably the best, helps in moving on.

Trying as best to accept life's cruelties.
Yet, accepting it doesn't make it any less harder.