XinG

When you've had a very clear picture of everything in your mind, that's when you figure out you were wrong all along. the funny twists and turns life has in store, eh?
and the surprises just keeps on coming.

hate triangles.

but strangely.. i feel highly at peace
Someone please freeze time, right here, right now. I'm finally at peace. for now

When you think you've got everything figured out, that's when life give you a kick in the ass.
When you finally think that you've found something worth holding on to, you discover it's flaws. You decide to hold on, it stabs you in the chest.
When something you hold so highly, thinks the least of you. You don't know what to think, what to feel. Maybe all along, you've been nothing but a pawn.
When you refuse to tell even your closest friends, as this is not like you.

Maybe being mean and harsh is a defense mechanism, to hide whatever feelings inside. No one needs to know, it's about time to accept the fact that no one really cares. It's a cruel world, no one cares about anyone but themselves. Everyone talks about themselves, no one listens.
Avoiding confrontation, that's probably the best, helps in moving on.

Trying as best to accept life's cruelties.
Yet, accepting it doesn't make it any less harder.

seriously, im so screwed up during the holidays.
im still awake now. at 4am.
and im awake at this hour, every single day.

and i saw my last post, 3 months ago, and decided to blog xD

i think i forgot how to blog.
LOL

honestly, haven't been doing much during the hols =S
just.. sleep at 4am. wake up at 3pm, eat lunch, laze around, eat dinner
and the cycle repeats. bloody heck.

the worst part is, im not going on any holidays
but everyone else is..
nooooo. thats damn sad okay T.T

and heck my parents are gonna wake me at 8 tmr for breakfast
i kinda promised them.
im gonna wake like a zombie. seriously
i dont even feel sleepy now.

you didnt need to hear me rant about all that xD

and im practically on facebook everyday.
status updates and photos take away the need of blogging =/
well.. i was never good at writing really long posts

preparations for halloween :)








































ahaha this looks damn wrong LOL

well.. we went for korean bbq at Seoul Garden.. on.. erm.. thursday
it was really good, surprisingly. hahah!
for low quality food.. it actually tastes great

just ask david about the bulgogi beef and he'd praise it. LOL. we took plates and plates of JUST beef -___-

six of us went,
me
Des
David
Jon
Jan
Wai Phun

sorta to commemorate jon's freedom from piano LOL















david eating the beef



















jon






































this was in the restaurant



















and im assuming this is why they took so long in the toilet.. while we all were waiting in the restaurant.. but they probably got lost.. since me and waiphun did too, while looking for the toilet. lol -_-

hmm.. well.. last sunday.. manda decided to open her house to us for steamboat porridge =)
thanks a bunch. it was awesome. hahah!

people who went :
Me
Des
Jan
Yew Leung
Jon
David
Jien
Mag
Shiva
Kedric

and.. the funniest thing happened when we were eating the crabs
Me : I want the legs
Des : Give me the legs
Me : Lets split the legs
Des : Eh Xing i cant la..
Me : Hold 1 leg open..
Mag : Aiyo why you guys complain so much.. i give you my body la

*bursts of laughter*

but mag was talking about her crab body la.. not.... well.. you know..


- awesomest -

mandas mum : u guys still want balls anot? i got alotta balls
LOL amazing =)






















me



















uleung



















jon



















jien & jan



















the lovely host. ahahhaha!














group shot(?)




























we played poker. man shiva is good. he has the indian hands LOL














future guitarist



















me & jan.. trying out the most retarded poses ever lol -_-

































mag & des



















david














there.. finally kedric is spotted in a pic. lol -_-














des & jien














SHIVA!! the best camwhore ever. he pretends like he doesnt want it.. but you dont know the truth.. you should've seen how he posed lol -_-

did greek mythology week for the library. awesome shiz
getting to skip classes for an entire week =)
hahah!

anyway.
Cast

Zeus : Calvin
Hera : Jan Yi
Hades : Yew Leung
Poseidon : David Z
Hercules : Le On
Athena : Amanda
Achilles : Neil
Aphrodite : Wai Phun
Hermes : Me! =D

individual shots shall not be posted.. there are too many.. and i look too horrible in them. lol =)
its on facebook though. hahah!

several shots of the cast

went for PJI's installation at Yuk Chai














went for ILCT at sri permata



















attended Leo's Installation. even helped them take down the backdrop =)














classmates. shiathui who danced there.. and shafiq.. who just visited. lol =D















































went for rotarian installation dinner











































interact installation. =D
that very night, went for bbq at chiasing's condo.. and also.. sleepover there =)




























some people just have sexy sleeping poses -_-














ida spying on weihong in the toilet. tsk tsk



















somebody getting worked up in the toilet














posing with the mop and the broom.



















attended Std 6L gathering. this girl deserves a special pic. having sat beside me in std 6.
hahah. fun times =D














group pic














tons of group pics



























=)